Bali, Indonesia · November 15–21, 2026 · Women's Immersion
Invoking the Creatrix
She has been waiting at the edge of your becoming.
This is her invitation home.
Facilitated by Dr. Cat Meyer & Jade Tailor
Dwa Chandra · Ubud · Bali
There is a creative force that does not wait
to be given permission.
You have felt her—
in the moment before you speak
whispering your unbridled truth which longs to be expressed,
in the ache of something unfinished,
the art that has yet to be fully lived.
She is not a mere moment of passing inspiration.
She is not a gift from elsewhere.
She is you—
the part of you that was never asked to be quiet,
be practical, self-contain, or be polite.
The part of you that has been drawing
on the inner canvas of your being all along.
THE INVOCATION
You were not born waiting for the muse.
You were born as her.
We have been taught that creativity is something we pursue — a discipline, a talent, a stroke of luck that arrives when conditions are right. We wait for the feeling. We wait for the time. We wait for the version of ourselves who is finally ready.
MUSE is a seven-day immersion in the lush heart of Bali designed to dismantle that waiting — to return you to the source of creation that lives inside your body, your breath, your desire, your eroticism, your grief, your longing. Every ritual, ceremony, and practice is a doorway into the part of you that does not hesitate. The Creatrix. The one who creates worlds within.
You do not need to be an artist to be here. You need only to have felt the quiet call of something more and be ready, finally, to answer it.
Is there a part of you that has been circling the edges of your own expression, afraid to take up the space she is meant to?
What would it feel like to stop tirelessly performing, and finally begin authoring your life?
What would you make, what would you become, if you finally gave her permission?
THE CONTAINER
A river gorge.
Ancient temples.
Rice fields at dawn.
Dwa Chandra sits in the heart of Bali — the most sacred, vibrant, lush landscape in the world. The property holds within it a private river gorge, lush jungle, and open rice paddy fields. It is the kind of place that wets your eyes and softens your heart even before you have unpacked.
The Balinese have always known what we are slowly remembering: that there is spirit in everything. In the stones. In the water. In the earth beneath your feet. The land here is not backdrop, it is a co-facilitator. It will hold you, move you, and ask something of you.
You will wake to birdsong and morning fog over the fields. You will participate in water ceremonies with Balinese priests. You will walk barefoot across ancient ground. You will bathe in the sacred river gorge. This is not a retreat from life. It is a deeper entrance into it.
"I am the muse for the world's creation,
and the world's creation is the muse for me."
THE JOURNEY
Seven days. Five elemental initiations.
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To support you on this journey
You will receive a preparation zoom session 2 weeks prior to meeting with us in-person and two group integration sessions 2 weeks a part post-retreat to aid you in your landing + continued motivation following our time together. You will also be a part of a private Whatsapp community for support before, during, and long after the retreat's end. Guests from past retreats tell us that they are still connected with their cohort + supporting one another.
We will have a KAP trained medical doctor on site during the ketamine experiences for your safety.
We believe in supporting our guests with safety.
Which is why we ask that you fill out the application + one of our lead therapists will contact you for a one-on-one conversation regarding fitness for ketamine-assisted therapy and what you’ll experience at the retreat.
You will also be taken through a medical evaluation with a prescribing doctor prior to the retreat.
APPLY TODAYWords from past retreat attendees
Every woman needs to come on this retreat. It’s literally life changing. To be free. To celebrate yourself. The things that I have learned here I will take with me for the rest of my life.
Throughout the week I got more comfortable in my body. This retreat was a critical step on my journey to reclaim my pleasure. I love that I invested in myself to come.
If you're ready to discover dormant parts of yourself... Join in. This retreat showed me my pleasure goals are all attainable. The entire experience was empowering, life changing + profound.
This was such an integrative experience. I’ve exposed myself to a variety of things of coaching, therapy meditation… and I feel like this retreat shared more embodied tools for the heart, mind, body + spirit…
I found it was a big permission slip to own your sexual identity and explore that in a safe community of women.
You will learn things about yourself that you didn’t realize. You will learn that there are other women that share your struggles, that you are not alone. You will develop a tribe and a support system. You will have sisters for life.
The human experience is inheribintly challenging, and yet the tools that we’ve been given during this retreat, and also being surrounded by such a powerful, dedicated group of women can help you stay in your experience, rather than flee.
If you’re curious.. just do it. This experience brings you back to yourself. It brings you back to your feminine power and to sisterhood. It also gives you lots of education. There are so many embodied experienced, but also Dr. Cat holds so much knowledge. There are MANY tangible things that you’ll take from this retreat that will help you in every part of your life.
This changed my life. It allowed me to be more in tune with my body. More in tune with my confidence. More in tune with my will power. I just feel like a stronger woman.
Say YES to understand your potential + your power you have as women. It’s underrated and we don’t even realize it until someone shows us how to unlock it. Dr. Cat has that key. She has the key to unlock our potential + show us the way.
This retreat taught me to be authentic, to embrace my femininity and my womanhood and just be me, as freely as I can be.
Every woman needs to come on this retreat. It’s literally life changing. To be free. To celebrate yourself. The things that I have learned here I will take with me for the rest of my life.
Has the idea of exploring new dimensions of yourself + your sensuality ever crossed your mind?
Apply for Exhale today and unlock a deeper sense of knowing yourself + your body.
APPLY TODAY
What you’ll experience
- Preparation zoom session 2 weeks prior to retreat
- 3 Ketamine-assisted group journeys
- Experiential workshops + practices around sensual embodiment + wisdom
- Supported integration following each ketamine journey
- Tools to support the understanding + implementation of your journey experience
- Two post-retreat group integration + resource zoom sessions 2 weeks a part following retreat
- Celtic shamanic drumming journey
- Voice activation lessons
- Access to your leading expert in sex, trauma, and psychedelics
Come learn:
- Somatic tools for releasing old trauma + regulating your system
- Dr Cat's signature protocol Erosynthesis for tapping into orgasmic states in ketamine spaces.
- Guidance on getting clear with what you truly desire + the blocks getting in the way of your dreams
- Breathwork practices for reaching transcendent states of consciousness
- Archetypal tools for guidance + self compassion of your expressions
- Tools on building relationships with your Shadows + Golden Shadows to unlock your true self + vibrancy
- Body celebration practices that will bring you into self devotion
- Tools for becoming your own strong container for your Bigness + emotional alchemy
What’s included
- 4 days of programming
- 3 ketamine journeys
- Daily organic meals
- 3 night stay
- All Retreat Activities & Materials
- Gift bags with sensual products
- Half off or scholarship for continuing integration through the Big Cat Energy 3 month online container
- Option to come early on the 12th and meet with a specialized bodyworker or womb practitioner for additional body support before the retreat officially begins
- **Note: Not included is airfare + transportation--however, organization for carpooling will be available. If you are flying, we recommend flying into LAX and carpool with other attendees
- **Medical evaluation, session kit, ketamine prescription (enough for on-site ceremonies as well as post-retreat integration sessions), + continued medical monitoring post-retreat will be provided by WonderMed at an additional cost of $320.
Exhale Retreat is March 12-15 2026
Retreat cost varies depending on desired room + availability.
Priced between
$2,100 - $2,800
Limited scholarships are available for those who need.
Cancellation policy
Cancel before February 28 and forfeit 25% of the retreat cost, minus fees, after the whole cost.
Questions? Email our retreat manager, Hannah at hannahbeing@gmail.com
Dr. Cat Meyer is a licensed psychotherapist specializing in sex, trauma, + psychedelics. She is also a ceremonialist, kambo facilitator, author, teacher of yoga, + international speaker dedicated to evolving the relationship we have surrounding sexuality + our bodies.
Her clinical work with psychedelics combines her skills + knowledge of trauma, sex, + energy psychology. She approaches the work with her clients from a multi-layered + spiritual perspective for powerful activations + transformations. She is the host of the podcast Sex Love Psychedelics, co-founder of Un.done women’s sensual yoga experience.
Erica Siegal, LCSW is a licensed clinical social worker and psychedelic-assisted psychotherapist with extensive experience in group-based and immersive psychedelic containers.
From clinical research settings to multi-day retreats, Erica’s work focuses on how people relate—to themselves, to altered states, and to one another. She has spent over a decade providing harm-reduction and crisis-response support in environments where emotional intensity, vulnerability, and transformation intersect.
Erica is the founder of NEST Harm Reduction, where she offers ketamine-assisted psychotherapy, professional training, and consultation. In retreat settings, she emphasizes clear boundaries, ethical facilitation, and integration practices that support both individual insight and healthy group dynamics during and after the retreat.
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Booking Policy
By placing your deposit with us you are reserving a space on our retreat and agreeing to our policies stated in our AGREEMENT. If cancellation takes place before February 28 then any payments made will be refunded minus your deposit (25% + fees). If cancellation takes place after March 1 then 100% of your trip price will be forfeited. To cancel your retreat you must notify Hannah (retreat manager) in writing at hannahbeing@gmail.com
All deposits are non-refundable.
